Life is a Bitch.

Wednesday, December 08, 2004'♥

-_-
juz woke up nort long...been stoning in front of da comp ever since
woke up early in da morn at 6 plus ytd..
went wid jacko n her sis n 1 more friend 2 hougang area 4 interview
was real damn stone wif tat stupid blur look of mine.
coz onli slept 4 bout 3 hrs or lesser nor..
den went to bdk foodfare 2 eat my mian xian..
was craving 4 tat yeahs..mayb coz of da weather lately.*shrugs*
den went home n slp e whole afternoon awae..*lol*
so smart of mi 2 set my fone 2 silent mode.2 haf some peace 2 slp.=x
went fareast 2 mit up wif nana..ongling..cat..jacko at bout 7 or 8 plus..
slack ard den went to p.s starbucks continue slacking..
coz im craving 4 my ice mocha~~!
wahaha.lame.den went baq 2 bdk 2 drink.
2 cons. nite ive been drinking.went to ecp on mon nite wif ah ger n ivy n we drank too.
den go crazy disturbing da public n entertaining them at mac
hehz...2nite gonna ton out agn..at ecp...
i love e sea...e sea is mine...

guys..sorri if i've been affecting everybody n e atmosphere of our hanging outs lately.
im feeling depressed.very.xtrememly moody.tats my a.p n temper got worst.
but im fine.dunch worry anitink bout me.yeah..im still da strong me..
thanks 4 everything guys...rly appreciate it lottsss...friends 4 life...

v....no matter wat it is..u muz b strong..yeah.
it realli hurtz 2 c u suffering this wae..guess its ur crucial period now.
but u gotta learn 2 take things on ur own stride.
i'll be by ur side alrite..u still got mi n ah sa...
rem wat we said tat nite on msn yeah?
we muz b strong.stronger den eva.
onli 2 each other we show our soft side 2.yups?
im feeling equally miserable....but deres nth i can do
but 2 b "happy" 2 b "smiling"
fighting baq tears every now n den...feel so tired...
i'll c u 2nite...take care of urself yeah...i love u...
__+__.sistas.4.life.nth's.gonna.affect.us.__+__

to da special someone in my hart.
i dono if its a mistake falling 4 u.
coz im falling deeper n deeper each dae.
mayb i shld juz gif up long ago.
coz i guess its impossible 2 b more den friends.
i miss u so much im feeling depressed..
wo de xin li hao nan shou.
mayb wat they said r rite...its onli outta bordom tat u msg mi..
i hope n i pray tat wat they sae r wrong...
but well...i doubt so.its enuff.
the silent tears.da broken hart.da bitterness.
its killing mi....

Zombie@12/08/2004 03:28:00 PM